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[/quote]One of his complaints as he was getting ready to leave was that he thought I didn't love him like a woman should love her husband.
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Thank you for such a thought provoking question Mach1. Yes, to my H I guess it is true as his perception is his reality. On the other hand my perception is my reality, and I definitely did and do love him. I believe if I didn't I would in no way consider ever taking him back after all this. I don't need my H, I do want him though. I realize my old M is dead and I don't want that back anyway, so yes, if I ever get the chance again with my H I would do things differently. H would have to as well to make a new R work.

Cat04 - Thank you as always. I do wonder about the questions I've asked, but you're absolutely right about that even if I did have the answers to them it wouldn't change anything right now anyway.

Peace - Thank you for posting. Support and knowing I'm not alone are the blessings in all this.