Okay, I haven't posted regarding my sitch in quite some time. I thought I was successfully moving forward by alas not so much.

Tomorrow will be our 15th Anniversary.

There will be no anniversary cards to share.

There will be no gift and flowers to pick up and give.

There will be no dinner out together.

There will be no initmacy to look forward to.

There will only be thoughts of sadness about what could have and should have been. Trying to find the bright side in all of this, but lately it has just been hard to find.