Just quandering over my thoughts of the past few days after the sharings here with others that envoked those feelings. All of which do nothing more than strengthen my devotion and hopes, no drive, that my continued R with (x)W will continue to grow stronger and more poerful than it had ever been.

I clinged to (x)W so hard last night, waking her several times, but I know she does not mind one bit.

Ironically, the other night, Pulp Fiction, one of my favorite movies of all times was on, and it's all summed up in the scene between Uma Thurman and Travolta sitting in the diner and a silence comes over them, and Thurman says, "you know you've found someone special when two people can just shut the hell up and be comfortable in each other's company". Something like that anyway.

This morning when I dropped her off at work, she seemed distanced, not sure why. As she started to walk away with her coat held closed, I stopped her, turned her around, opened her coat and wrapped around her, just held her for at least 5 minutes. Distance, GONE. smile


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11