But where in the rulebooks does it say what I WANT doesn't matter?
I remember the rule was something like this, "Love your neighbor as yourself." Maybe put a little more focus on taking care of yourself for a while. Are you giving off the vibe that what you want doesn't matter?
What's a healthy solution?
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
