gucci, thanks for the analysis. Those are positive things.
I do worry a lot. I have always been that way. It stems from my childhood. My mom worried a lot and passed it to me. My dad always road my a$$ about how I wreck everything I touch, I'm no good, blah,blah. So I walked on egg shells most of my life trying not to do anything wrong. Make daddy proud crap.
A few posts back I talked about her jealousy towards the possibility of me seeing some OP. Word has been going around I "may have someone". These are her words. I always thought I shouldn't sink to her level. I have been holding back when I'm go out. I told her I would not see anyone until we are D.
I can honestly say I would have no problem enjoying the company of other women. I thought an eye for an eye was a no no.
