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[Zoo]

Ok...

When i had the dream i woke up several times only to have the dream to resume where it left off on my waking. This really sucked

The only person I know named Carol is my step mother. It was not her in the dream. I don't know any people named Annie, Dan, or Lisa either although my mom's dog is named Annie.

The city I was in was familiar too me. It felt like I was in VA again...emphasis on AGAIN.

This dream really bothered me because:

1. I haven't had a dream about H and anyone else for several months now. It has helped me tremendously not to have those dreams anymore.

2. Normally in my regular dreams the people don't have names and their faces are always kind of fuzzy or generic...just another face in a crowd, ya know?

3. I always dream in technicolor but it is usually only in my premonition- type dreams that there is soooo much attention to detail. And the detail in this dream was unreal!

4. Thinking about this dream and writing it out leaves me with that all-to-familiar sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach.


I realize that the dream can be interpreted as my fear and feelings of insecurity are still making themselves known. I have been telling myself that the dream was probably just a result of too much electrical activity going on in my brain since I had a seizure the following day. The dream hasn't faded though and is still startling clear.

I had a similar dream about H and OW (the one from this past year) 2 yrs before we moved to IN. When H introduced me to OW I knew it was the one from my dream. I tried to warn H about her but he blew me off Earlier this year I dreamt about H and OW and the dream was so complelling tha I woke up freaking out and just bluntly asked H if he was cheating on me with her. His response was "Noooo...why?" I told him about the dream, that it was one of THOSE kind of dreams. He said it wasnt true

Now I gotta figure out what to do about this one

UGH!
Zoo