Well, DH has agreed to go to Retrouvaille. He's VERY closed off, VERY angry, HUGE wall up. He doesn't think it will work, but I know him well enough to know if we can just break down the wall and communicate, it may just work for us. Say prayers everyone, we go on 4/16.
He's still not touching me, barely can look at me. I started to GAL but then his car broke down and we're back to sharing again, which from my side is part of why we are where we are now. (no space, always together and relying on each other... but never spending any time together - if that makes sense? It was always ride to work together, ride home together (we work together) take the kids to their appointments, and on and on and on... no quality time, no love, no attention to the M) Yeah, I let love die, I knew better but didn't pay attention and did complain and never saw results from my complaining *DUH* and now have this huge wall to overcome.
I just love him so much and we are so good together. Please, everyone pray for me and send any ideas my way.
BTW he has actually stated "I have a huge wall up right now and you are not getting through." Babysteps are that once he did give me a hug and kiss, and I asked him to stop being mean to me (his wall included ignoring me when I spoke to him) and he stopped that and now includes me in his conversations... and of course, he did agree to go to Retrouvaille with me...
He also wants to know what happens if it doesn't help. I don't know what to say to that.
