I'm starting to go a little crazy. My mind is startingto wander the closer i get to going home. It's difficult to process the fact that the woman I left will not be the woman I'm returning to. It's also difficult to know there will be no physical contact between her and I.
I obviously still love her, and I'm still physically attracted to her. I've been away for six months, and this isn't the reunion I had envisioned. it's really starting to get me down to know she won't have any interest in me when I return.
Married 18 Me 39 W 37 D 15 D 5 Divorce Filed 8 April 2010 Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept