I'm starting to go a little crazy. My mind is startingto wander the closer i get to going home. It's difficult to process the fact that the woman I left will not be the woman I'm returning to. It's also difficult to know there will be no physical contact between her and I.

I obviously still love her, and I'm still physically attracted to her. I've been away for six months, and this isn't the reunion I had envisioned. it's really starting to get me down to know she won't have any interest in me when I return.


Married 18
Me 39
W 37
D 15
D 5
Divorce Filed 8 April 2010
Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept