Journaling:

Today was... like that noise horses make... or maybe donkeys.

I accidentally hugged ex... he woke me up and caught me off guard. I pretty much yelled at him all day, so pretty large backslide, but I'm not letting it get to me.

I'm pretty much depressed today, think I deserve a couple days of downtime. It's too hard to keep up PMA every time I see ExCautious, almost wears me out because I have to psych myself up for it.

Decided I'm going to put some money into myself to try and cheer myself up. Dunno if that will work out the way I plan, but maybe.

Sorry for being so vague... I'll try to explain when even I know what I'm thinking.


Me: 26
Ex: 27
Son: 5

Divorced: 3/2010
Each day is another opportunity to do it right.