rr22, jasper. I have no intention of leaving this site even if we do not get back together. I do realize that I am on a roller coaster. I just need to make sure I keep my trap shut. Tonight however........ooooooooooohhhhh can anyone say BACKSLIDE!!!!! WOOOHOOOO Aces makes a fool of himself. Wow, did I put my entire foot in my mouth with my W. I just dove right in and started talking about our R. Honestly because she asked. But man did I take a head dive into some nice hard pavement. It's also nice that she just seems soooo happy. GRRRR.
There is no reasoning with her and I thought I had realized that but nope, nope Sure like to beat my head against a wall over and over again. I'm sure my sanity is lacking a bit. Anyways, tomorrow is a new day and I think going dim will be my best bet. I wish I could go dark but when she has to come over in the morning to watch my kids it sure makes it hard. But I will make damn sure I just keep doing my 180s and I have to get out of my damn house more often. This place is starting to close in on me. I hate this.......I would rather have a hot poker stuck against my side than endure this any longer.
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
