Invinceable

[mishka422]

Thankfully they moved her to a room 10 minutes after I posted that and as soon as we got there the dialysis team came to take her to treatment so I was able to leave.

I have to admit, I stopped for fast food on the way home and I didn't make a great choice but tomorrow is another day. I'm off work tomorrow but have an IEP for Marc in the morning. I'm planning my food for the day so I can be prepared and not end up starving by the time I get out of the hospital tomorrow.

On another note, Marc told Gabe I was at the hospital with my mom and he texted me asking what was going on. I gave him a very brief answer, no elaborating. He then told me that apparently Marc's friend was coming to the house to 'do schoolwork'. This friend wouldn't be doing schoolwork with Marc because they are not in any academic classes together, not even in the same grade. I told Gabe that Marc knows the rules are that he does not have anyone at the house if I'm not home so Gabe decided he was coming to the house to check on Marc. Fine by me. What bugged me though was that I called Marc later to find out what he was doing and he told me that he and his dad were cleaning his room. Great, Gabe is in my house without anyone else there to buffer and keep him from getting into my business. Not that I think he would, it's not high on his priority list. Just bugged me. I called Marc on my way home from the hospital to tell him that I would stop to pick up food and would be home in 15 minutes. He said Gabe was still here. I swear, I prayed all the way home that Gabe wouldn't be here when I got home. Danged if he wasn't still here and driving the broom's car too. Even that irked me.

He stood in my house, in my hallway outside of my bedroom talking to Marc in front of me and looking sideways at me. I couldn't look him in the eyes. It still hurts. When will it just stop? I'm so tired of feeling anything when he is around. Of course, I'd prefer if he just weren't around.