feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Thanks Awoken yeah I know what you mean about the kids I get that. I see them very visibly disgusted by their dad yet a little resenting me for not being able to somehow make it work. It's just not fair.

I think after all I've been through I just don't want to be thrown those ugly papers first. It may be a shallow way of thinking but that's how I feel.

I want to control something here - at least let me throw them at him!