OK, so W asked that I meet her somewhere to assist in retrieving her belongings...I was out to eat so suggested we arrange for another time.

I find it insulting that W would suggest in Sun that she would be right back to retrieve the items, then ask that a key be left for her on mon, then say mon night, then not show or reply, then agree to a time today, only to ask that I go and meet her w/ them?!

WTF?!

I just had a day dream...I will not mention this again...and I am not beating myself up, but I am disappointed in myself.

The following...laying in bed next to W 7-8 months ago...turning to her and looking her in the eyes, and asking

"are you happy? Do I make you happy? What can I do better?"

I would kill to have done these things...yes I am upset for having not- I / we were on auto-pilot...WTF cant she see that?

But here we are instead...


DARK