Quote: H said he "liked to think that he wouldn't" but then, he had thought that before and it did, so he didn't KNOW if he wouldn't do it again This is when the edginess started to creep in. H said he was only being honest with me,like I asked him to, rather then placate me as he did before. I didn't really get angry or upset by this but the idea of the possibility saddened me greatly
I don't if this helps or not. The reality is there are no gaurantees in life. I mean this could happen to YOU, to anybody, nobody can predict the future. We could die suddenly, we could get cancer, anything. Just continue to be the best YOU that you can be and detach, don't let this happening again be your only focus. To know there is no guarantee, in a way guarantees that you will continue to be the best YOU that you can be...if it does happen again...it's not about YOU. It's about your H.
Quote: H did say that he no longer had any doubts about "US" and thought that "we' were just getting better all of the time
Focus on this!! This is wonderful! This is awesome, this is where you need to be and your H sounds like he is there. You need to take this positive and keep it in front of the negative, do a 180 in your thinking.
