flowmom | need to commit to myself

[flowmom]

Feeling physically rotten this afternoon and went to bed. Stayed there when H and the kids arrived home. It was wierd to have H come right into my bedroom and see me in bed when he gave me the kid update. I was dressed and groomed and everything. Just strange to be not putting up as much as a face as usual. Almost 3 months after the bomb...shouldn't the feeling in my stomach be calming down by now?