T- i think you are right. I have tried so hard to totally withdraw FOR ME!! I can NOT believe how just any sort of contact still gets in my head!!

I agree with you ... and I beleive this is the last time I will do that. She (d13) communicates with him about just about everything.. I guess I was trying to make it special.

Trying so freakin' hard to move forward. I just feel like I keep getting stuck. Literally stuck.

thank you for understanding.. thank you for listening.

just a bad day.. ugh


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again