My Story

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Update:
- Coming home to a tomb is breaking me up slowly inside. The wife and kids come down, grab a plate for dinner then go back upstairs. Have never felt this alone before in my entire life.
I find myself coming to this site more and more often as it brings me some comfort to be with others who understand. You notice how your real life "friends" seem to drift away when you are at your worse?
-Need to focus more on GAL or I feel that I will loose hope. Soon as money situation eases up a bit need to find something to do.
-Found out will be in Texas next month for 8-9 weeks straight. This I feel will either be the end or the begining. Time will tell I guess.
-Went to DR yesterday and he upped my medication as he wasnt seeing the results he wanted. I asked him to just write my a prescription for a big fat doobie so I could zone out and eat some twinkies. He was glad to see I still had a sense of humor.(He wouldnt write the script tho!!!:) )
-Still no mention from her of S or R. No mention of anything as a matter of fact.