Once you can remove the blinders you will see that those who have come to your thread are here to help you in anyway they possibly can.
I will be the first to vouch that no matter your decision (marriage or divorce) they will stand behind you 100%...
You may not like what is said however remember it is done in love and consideration because the people have been here for a long time and know exactly where you are.
(((Hugs)))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~