Better Days

[ClingingToHope]

It'd be hard for me not to answer the phone on a weekend night if it was W. As far as I know there still is no OM so if she ever did call I'd be curious.

My sitch is way different than yours in that respect. There appears to be no feelings at all for me.

After the D, I can't see us doing the family meal because really every conversation is just going to have potential pitfalls.

I don't even like it when D11 and D7 talk about W because I end up interpreting everything they say.

I mean yesterday D11 was talking about how W was telling MIL over the weekend that she's going to start looking for houses to rent.

So I'm sitting there thinking she's fighting me for every dime because she can't afford the house yet she's not even going to keep the house. So basically she's lying to me.

And it makes me hate her for a few hours.

Bill. A friend of mine who has been divorced from his first wife and is remarried, happily, for 17 years or so. He said the second marriage is better in every way than the first yet he still thinks of his first wife at least once a week.

That really depressed me.