Again, thank you for posting this. This is a real part of MLC, depression that can lead to suicide. I am so sorry that you are going through this. Your post may help save a ML'er.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11