And like you, it was AFTER the major battles had been won.
I think it's only natural...or at least some part of our inner wisdom popping out, an unconscious issue slipping forth...Something we couldnt' even let ourselves CONSIDER when trying to "win them back"...
Not to tell you you did the wrong thing! But to encourage your introspection on the matter.
I STILL have that feeling every so often. Only not to that same degree of intensity.
Do you keep track of your dreams at all? They offer similar kinds of insight (IMO) only symbolically.
Keep track, meditate on it...but don't WORRY...take it from me, worry seldom helps anything!!
