we were both working from home today and I had been really doing fantastic on about 3 weeks of 180 and we were talking about her "visit" with the OM and I got pissed and went on a rant and she left.
I know there is still a connection, she seems to really feel bad about being at this guys house, but she just seems to HATE me right now. I've never even dated a girl even when I was young that hated me to this degree for this long. Everything I do pisses her off. It's like I'm walking on eggshells and I'm tired of it. I am who I am, I'm not a bad person, if you can't accept me for who I am you have an acceptance problem.
