The only good to come out of this latest set back is the fact that I now realize some things I didn't clearly see before. I know what I need to tackle first thing for self improvement.
Since I've been deployed I've trusted her with everything she's done. She's gone on mini vacations and gone out with friends with no hassle from me. However, she knows I've always had issue with this one individual.
She said she sent post cards to other people as well, but the difference is they didn't post to Facebook. I wish these stupid little things didn't bother me like they do, and it kills me to see her upset over it.
Is it wrong of me to feel like a jack ass right now, or am i beating myself up too much?
Married 18 Me 39 W 37 D 15 D 5 Divorce Filed 8 April 2010 Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept
