I did not process it well overall, nor did they.

But, I did come to realize rather quickly, that much like (x)W, I took them for granted too over the years. All the times they'd ask me to 'fix this' or help with that, and you blow it off, as there's always tomorrow.

Life changes dramaticaly when tomorrow comes, but they are not there.

It is hard.


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11