Last day together before back to work for me till end of July and oh joy S21 has decided to take tomorrow off and be gooseberry bless him!
Had a fab ride on madam today she was a bit strong but it felt good being out in the sunshine haring about together. Only one more weekend till the clocks go forward for BST yippee!
H had phone calls on both Friday and this morning so fingers crossed for good news on the job front soon.
Things are good between us, just a light laugh the other night H got carried away nattering to his mate on MSN so by 11pm still no cuddle, then he said he'd be up in a min. By this point I was getting a bit cheesed off so started snuggling down in bed cuddling my pillow, it stops me lying funny and hurting my back. H finally comes to bed jumps in and grabs the pillow and laughing I'm having no pillow coming between and my wife. It was so funny and really sweet.
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LR...laughing at your pillow comment. I had gotten a body pillow after my surgery to help keep straight and helped with the back and H and I were goofing around and I said something about "Bob" (my pillow...not sure how it got a name) and I swear H was almost "jealous" of the stupid thing! Probably shouldn't have named it!
Sounds like you are doing well! Still have prayers going for the job hunt for you!
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HOoray 0n the cuddles, the job possibilities and Madame rides! LIfe is looking up for you my dear and I couldn't be happier. I also know you feel better when the sunlight returns - we just had our daylight savings and it really does help with the PMA! xx
I'm so low today just can't get my pma offthe ground, how can some one so good at his job not be able to get one! Bills are piling higher and higher, looked for some sympathy from S(21) and got none and just got told things would just be worse if H hadn't come back as if I just should be grateful for the horrendous mess he has made of my life just because he's happy now! I love S to bits but he really needs some thing to teach him a lesson about sympathy and empathy. Sorry for the rant I'm some where between screaming and crying to let my frustrations out!
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(((Rabbit))) I know how hard the financial stress is, and what it does to the PMA. Your anger is valid. Find some healthy outlets for it. Are you able to go for a ride? Or maybe even a good, long walk... deep breaths hun. You will be ok.
Well, let the rollercoaster begin! You should vent it here because it sounds like your H and S are unsympathetic or unavailable at this time and financial stress is REAL and HUGE. And, of course, we all remember what it was CAUSED by, even if the men in your house like to sweep it under the rug. In the future, your H will remember. S is too young to ever comprehend fully now what that kind of financial pressure on top of months of marriage trouble feels like or even is!
ODP take off! Breathe! AGreed with rr22 - we all know why you are in this rut. Men are great at denial.... S maybe is just trying to cheer you up by saying remember the good side - dad is home? But we have all been privvy to your inner experience, we know how unfair this has been.
Hold on tight dear, you're at the finishing stretch - job possibilities are around the corner and you will get there. Then MR. Rabbit has some serious making up to do to you - manicures? Hair app.s? More McD's dining experiences? Your heart's desire.
