may meet up with my H tonight or tomorrow. much to tell him about my trip, and i know he wants to talk about the possibility of us trying MC in the near future. i guess i am ok with giving it a shot, after all, i'm here to DB, right? it doesn't even mean either of us is saying, ok, we want to work this out...i think for both of us it's more like seeing where things could go. but at least he's gotten to a point in his mind where he could even bring up the topic of MC.
it's weird because i miss him...but i don't miss him. this morning when i woke up, i was sure he was next to me in bed, but then when i realised he wasn't, i wasn't overwhelmed with grief the way i have been in the past. not sure if that means i'm moving forward or just moving on.
one thing i know, is this whole R is just not on my mind to the extent that it was a few weeks ago. it gets in the way of my GAL!
Me30 H29 M2.5 T5 H moved out 1/23/2010 H wants signed agreement 3/30/2010 ...feeling hopeless
