Since my phone has not been working properly, my OB keeps calling so i have to have h schedule my follow up appt.

so he sends msg that he was going to come over mon after work. Did he, nope. he then sends msg, he's been thinking of how crappy he's been treating me and kids.

i have not responded.

he's supposed to watch kidos at my work so i can give my conferences wed, thur, and frid. i wish i didn't have to have him watch them, i just feel like cutting him out of our lives all together.

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline