FIB--I posted this about 5 weeks ago. It is AMAZING the difference 5 weeks makes in the grand scheme of things. I am taking my 3 boys to Hawaii next week for their spring break. I cannot wait to have them unfettered with school, the Ex, etc.... for 10 whole days. Its going to be great.
I wonder what 5 more weeks yields for me ahead. I just can't believe how quickly this is moving for me--I thought the world would be cloudy every day for a year and something weird is happening and its NICE.
The bad thing is that since my attitude is changing/has changed I now am starting to enjoy my alone time more and don't "need" to be dating a woman. Why is that bad--because I will end up hurting someone in the process who has grown to be a very close friend and supporter in my life.
This board has just been amzing for me to understand that all the craziness in my life was so mapped as a part of a script.
Unbelievable.
I'm not sure i want to be married to you anymore - 8-30-09 ILYBINILWY = 9-4-09 Busted her on a date 9-19-09 Separation - 9-21-09 Divorce - 10-9-09 S15 S13 S10 M - 18 Years
