I feel like such a dang jack ass. It's her birthday and I just ruined it for her. I really have a long ways to go in fixing myself. I want these insecurities to go away so bad. I can't wait to get home and get the C I so badly need.
Married 18 Me 39 W 37 D 15 D 5 Divorce Filed 8 April 2010 Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept