thanks everyone! i needed that to pick me up a bit!
i will keep posting and venting!!!
hugs to all!!
I think that through this so far, the frustration builds so quickly due partly to the fact that i have made such great changes for myself!i am ready to move forward with a "new and improved " marriage and h is so far behind...if in it at all!
i vent and then remind myself that i am still blessed because even though he can be a complete butt...in his twisted way he is still doing all he needs to do as a husband and father...i will keep praying that in the future he is able to improve in doing these things in a heathier way...when he is ready and able.
for now its me the girls and the pooches!
Last edited by lost1234; 03/16/1011:04 AM.
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...