Hi, thank you both for your input. I know no pity-parties allowed - was just having a low day.
I havent responded to any emails or texts. I have to send an email re maintenance but have decided to let my L do that. I dont have the energy for it at the moment and also dont feel like corresponding.
As for casual dating - have never been on a date so wouldnt know where to start. Might consider it in a few weeks, would prefer it to be after the D is final though - otherwise I feel I might be stooping to his level. However, wouldnt mind someone buying me a drink - never had that happend before other than in a work context.
Lets see what the future holds.
Me 37 years young!! S11 S7 T22 M14 D final 13.05.2010 Today is the first day of the rest of my life!!! First post: D Day has arrived