well the cruise hasnt happened yet so i can still go... im just so tired of sitting around here dealing with this... i hate who it is turning me into...i want life to move on already... i dont see him turning around, or at least not anytime soon before his orders are cut or whatever... im starting to hate him... i love him but i hate who he is turning into and i hate what he is doing to me with no regard for my feelings...i feel like im wasting away, i slept for all of 3 hours last night, im hungry but no desire to eat... i cant do this anymore... i dont want him to come home, i dont want to share a house with him, a bed...nothing... i disgusted by who he is now....
Me: 25 H:25 M: 2yrs T: 4yrs No Kids Bomb: 11 Feb 10 Newcomers Story