DO NOT DO IT! The tears will turn to yelling and then you two will have really wasted $100. LOL. The fact is, if it's ever over, you can still call, cry, (and yell) if you feel like it. But you have so much to be proud of after all your hard work this year, that I know you will not do that. Journal awhile and have a good cry after S goes to bed. Or do something relaxing. TURN OFF THE PHONE. HIDE YOUR BATTERY. WHATEVER IT TAKES!!!
Write H a letter and decide in 48 hours whether you want to send it. You can send it then. Do that instead of journalling. No phone!
