Bond,

YEARS ago in the beginning she saw her MC and I had mine. She joined me with mine for one session and did not let me join her with hers. I did offer...

I don't know how to explain it Bond... Yes we kiss...but "I" feel it is kind of like we are at the "dating stage" she is always doing things for me.
She is not one that shows affection, (unlike me)...and I feel we just need to cross this bridge and get past the past for the sake of the future.
And hey I am not expecting anything to happen I AM hopping for something...but if it does not happen oh well. At least I will know where I am at.

Something has to change soon. My son and I were talking and I really did not get into it but it came across to me that he thinks I kicked his mom out of “our Room” he did not say that but that is how it came across...
I cannot have him thinking that.


And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know