Guys cut me a little slack. I am simply a little pissed off. I am not giving up. I simply am venting here as opposed to venting at home and at her. I still do understand her and trust me I am doing my best to understand that my wife is sleeping with another man. I am still working on detaching and on being the best man I can be but shite when u feel like u will end up with the short end of the stick I think ur entitled to a bad day. The picture on the punching bag was intended to be a joke. Sorry I forgot the smiley face. I have a ton on my plate right now and I'm doing my best. I have to go home every day and smile with my kids and also at my wife knowing that she has given herself to another man - it is tough but I'm pressing on. I am pressing on. One step at a time wit one foot forward.
As I said ealier I believe at that I will need to confront at some point but will wait until I know it is time. In the interium I stand and try to enjoy my little girl who could be ripped from my life. I am trying I am trying.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans