I'm caught up now and have to say I'm proud of you as you keep plugging along. I agree that you seem to continue to be positive when you focus on the things you can control - you.
Try to stay in that mode and continue to work on you and let the rest follow as it will.
I came across a quote about relationships as I've been struggling w/my own personal love disappointments and it made me think of you (and others here), so I'll share it.
Quote:
The power in a relationship lies with the one who needs it the least.
It may or may not work for you, Sunshine, but it made me realize that if I don't keep my own self in line, I'll become needy and dependent on others. So, I look to this to keep me focused on what I can control - me.
