I havent been here for quite awhile. I was here originally about 3 yrs ago. My h was having an affair and moved out for 1 yr. i filed for d and he came back home. He was back home for about 2 yrs. but I still had trouble with trust and forgiveness. He still seemed to be avoiding spending time with me, and i would get angry. His father passed away 5 mos ago and his mother is very codendent on husband so that put more stress on our relationship. He also went through a major financial loss with his business and thats when I think he went back to the ow, that was 3 mos ago and I confronted him about it and he admitted it. He said it would not continue but it did because ow husband called me 3 wks ago and said they were together again. I was so angry I told him to get his clothes and get out.But the next day I asked him to come back until my son finishes high school in 2 yrs. but he said no. He is living at his mothers now and his mother loves it she has her son and doesnt have to be alone. I have been not having any contact wiht h for the past 3 days, before that I showed alot of anger and desperation. What do you suggest? I am so depressed over this situation. H is also into porno,heavy metal, and other dark stuff and I am a christian and he isnt
