first off is going to be the major amounts of guilt of putting a newborn in daycare since i will have no choice but to return back to work. my previous arrangement is not possible anymore.
obstacles 1. guilt/pain/not feeling like raising son & daughter while i work/in care of strangers/causing more resentment/hatred for h 2. cost of daycare for both of them 3. sleep deprived and having to go to work 4. no support from anyone 5. doing it all bymyself except when h wants to drive by/which i need to cut him off completely from me and kids
not waiting on husband benefits
this one gonna take me some time.
i'm getting upset.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
