I see what you're saying and I do agree with that sometimes. I do feel like a back up plan sometimes and get pissed off to the point where I feel like telling her to F*** off (but I don't). She usually calls me during the week and when I'm getting annoyed I ignore her calls until I finally crack and answer.
I have been dating and she knows that I'm seeing other woman. I'm taking care of my self, working out, I recently got some new tattoos and I try to get the most out of life.
Yea, maybe she is keeping me as a back up plan, but I'm still in love with her and as long as she holds on, I can't seem to move on with my life no matter what I do or who I see. I also don't want to let go, as I believe there is still a chance of reconciliation.
