WAW in PA-I Moved Out in Error & D has been Filed

[Quart9]

I feel like God has someone else out there for me that I will be happier with than I was before. I'm excited about that.

I'm also excited because I will be going to Miami in a couple of weeks for my buddy's wedding. I don't really have the cash to go and I planned on just sending a present. I talked to him last night though and he said that he and a couple other of my friends all chipped in and wanted to get me a plane ticket. I was a little embarrassed at first and a little ashamed. We worked out the time and dates though.

I feel so lucky to have good friends like that. I wish I was closer to them geographically. I haven't made to many really close friends here but I'm working on that.

Something that I have been thinking about this morning is how my W can go from maybe having just one or two dates with OM to automatically spending one or two nights a week with him at his friend's house and/or in a hotel room. I guess because he doesn't live very close they don't have many options (how convenient since she loves to travel). Is this how the WAW soars after she is gone?

I dunno if they slept with each other on the cruise in Nov but I would assume they did so maybe that cut out the need to date before they started spending the night together. Plus, I guess that they take care of all that dating nonsense via the 1000 text messages they send to each other everyday. I dunno why I feel the need to try to figure all of this out. I do feel like I need to stop thinking about all of this so much though.

Being forced to detach after 9 years is tough. It is over with between she and I and I have to shift my focus and really practice detaching.