Will I ever be forgiven???

[AtTheEnd?]

My spouse was in the blame stage for a long time, but now doesn't really bring up our R. She makes small talk as though we are friends (tells me what is going on in her life, not sure why), but nothing really more. If a reconciliation were to occur, I believe that both partners need to acknowledge their part in the breakdown of the M. I just don't see how it could work if this didn't happen.