WAH in MLC with PA

[DiamondGirl]

I realized that the notion of not staying married to H and the possibility I could marry someone else did not incite a panicked or anxious feeling in me at all.

I realize that I will be fine whatever happens in the future and that being alone for awhile without anyone in my life doesn't bother me any more.

I feel like I'm almost back to the point I was when I met H all those years ago. (except I've got two cute extras tagging along now...)

Being responsible for them is a little scary, but then again, I've been with them from the beginning...

I still have the romantic notion of raising my children with their biological father, but it's not the end of the world if it doesn't work out that way...

Today, I would say I'm detached from H.. Tomorrow, well I'm not worrying about it until it shows up!

As for the ex-boyfriend idea, it would just be going backwards in time as far as I am concerned, when my goal is to move forward instead.. so I think I'll disregard the psychic's recommendation to send him a text message..