She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

[tbart01]

I'm still consumed and torn up inside over this, but I've been different the last couple of days. My friends deployed here with me have noticed a little bit of my old self coming out. They've caught me smiling, laughing, and joking around. Being my old humorous fun to be around self. My W has stripped these abilities from me with the state she's put me in.

My W emailed me this morning to tell me my daughter is sick and she's taking her to the doctors today. she also told me about some mail she received that i had been expecting, and for me t let her know when I receive the package she sent over for me (some spray gel and my cell phone). Keep in mind I haven't called her in a week. She's called twice and emailed once.

I'm fortunate to be deployed somewhere in Afghanistan with some amenities. I actually went and got a massage to relieve all this tension. For the first time in awhile I did something I wanted to do for me. I feel quite a bit more relaxed than I have in some time.