Calling out the Piecers

[dday101798]

Ahhh,

Overall, nice enjoyable weekend.

Friday night went out to dinner with (x)W adn S11 after dropping off S13 at his school "fun night". In the morning (x)W had dropped the bomb that 'catalyst friend' wanted (x)W to go with her and "some friend" to "this guys" house to get "some friend" tattooed. That didn't sit well from the moment she dropped it in my lap and there fore the rest of the day and she could tell it. A) "some guys house"? Yeah, ok honey, I don't think so. B) "some guys" house with 'catalyst friend', I don't think so either, let's not start a weekend with me wondering when you'll be home. C) tattoos. Enough is enough. (x)W has some tastefuly done ones that a relatively out of sight out of mind. But, given the factors of A and B, I dould see her being gone all night long and coming home with yet another one.

So, after dinner, (x)W still thought she was going. I simply told her, I don't control you and I can't stop you, but know I won't be happy about it in the slightest bit. Especially after she pulled another one of her "I have to go out with 'catalyst friend' in the middle of the night a day earlier and had me pacing around waiting for her to get home. So, after I said my peace she opted to not go. That was respecful of her. And we had a nice queit evening together there after.

Saturday, spent the morning hosing all the winter muck off the siding of the house. Her dad hd stopped by earlier for some cash to go on his vacation. So that put a smile on his face and he's warming up slowly but surely.

Then, my cousin started up. Her b-day is St. Patrick's day and I've been trying to ask her when she wants to go out to dinner. We have a Irish Pub in town that she tried to go to a few years back but it was so packed they didn't have a good time. So I figured I'd take her. Plus I was supposed to work on her neighbors car for a bit, but apparently her son felt ambitious and did it. Just getting this wierd vibe off her. But, what else is new in that area? I wish she'd understand and take into account what she said her own self, the kids need structure, I'm sorry that it takes my time away from other folks, but they are in fact getting that structure now and are benefiting emensly from it.

So, (x)W and I decided at last moment to go out to karoake, our past time favorite at a bar by our first home. Had a great time. Nobody was there and it ended up being hosted by the DJ who used to do it all the time when it was our weekly routine. He was shocked to see us and how we still looked "star-struck" with each other even after all this time. Needless to say he nearly choked when he came to learn all that has transpired.

Heh, it put a whole new twist of emotion on things when we did the Kid Rock/Sheryl Crow duet of "Picture". lol

Sunday, was just a recovery day.

Tweaking back on the matter of Friday night into Saturday, the only issue with (x)W all weekend was Satruday morning. Again, it seems her body and emotional stability tells her if we are not intimate for "x" amount of days, I "must not have any interest in her, don't find her attractive", yadda-yadda yadda. Ironically earlier in the morning before she woke up, I was laying next to her and just eyeing her over and had thougth to myself how lucky I am to have her back. But for a brief moment and to hence the subject line title, for no reason at all, the emotionaless blank look that was on her face as the the gavel dropped on the D went through my head. I don't know why. Maybe a reminder to myself that as I was thinking to myself how wonderful she is and how wonderful it is to be back together, she has been and oculd very well be that person again someday?

Anyway, later on the day, after S11 went out for a good chunk of time and S13 took a cat nap, her needs were met, in abundance.