Well, we ended up having sex. I honestly don't know how to feel, besides confused. She went out to a bar on saturday and then came over to the house. I told her she could sleep in the bed and one thing led to another and we had sex. Afterwards she told me that I could say "no" to her. And then also said that she knows she can be selfish. I don't know what to make of how she has been acting right now. She comes over to my house after dropping off a girlfriend of hers and said that she didn't want to have to drive all the way to the place she was staying.
Sometimes I think she isn't commited to leaving like she says she is. Or maybe the small changes I've been making are opening her eyes(i know that this is probably not the case). I just want to keep driving on. I want to get to the point where I don't feel like a limb has been severed off everytime she leaves. Sometimes I wish I could read her mind. lol.
All of you have been a great help, you have been keeping my spirits high and I thank God for that. Please don't stop giving me advice or just words of encouragement I need it. I also realize I need to do the same for you. Even though i'm not as wise in the ways of DBing
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
