MH..
I know your in Turkey..
Not sure why you are there if he is away from you..
Why not be closer to your family. I beleive at this time family support is key to your well being.
I know in my sitch, I speak to my sister everyday.. I also write in a journal but talking to her gives me the female perspective. She too is D and she really helps because she listens..


M 43 W 43
S15 S 12 D 10
ILYBNILWY ( Dec 2009)
Sleeping separate rooms April 8 2010.
Sep as of 07/14/2010
W moving out 07/31/2010
No OM confirmed ( yet)