MH.. I know your in Turkey.. Not sure why you are there if he is away from you.. Why not be closer to your family. I beleive at this time family support is key to your well being. I know in my sitch, I speak to my sister everyday.. I also write in a journal but talking to her gives me the female perspective. She too is D and she really helps because she listens..
M 43 W 43 S15 S 12 D 10 ILYBNILWY ( Dec 2009) Sleeping separate rooms April 8 2010. Sep as of 07/14/2010 W moving out 07/31/2010 No OM confirmed ( yet)