Meg, you're on a roller coaster and the worst one that you could ever be on. Keep driving on. Keep going dark. Everything that your H does is going to be out of the ordinary to you. I'm new at this also but, if you keep reading DB and DR and if you try to mix it up with the different techniques that Michelle gives you, it will help you become a better you. I know it must be harder since you cannot see him at all, the only contact you have is email or facebook(worse thing ever) Ignor facebook, it is hard and even I cannot stay away from my wife's page, but when I do I feel better.
Keep your head up, GAL do 180s. Find hobbies anything at all to keep your mind off of your R, M, and H. If you are religious, start to pray or meditate more. I wish I could give you better advice but like I said I'm also new at this.
Aces
I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."
