Lotus: thanks for following and offering some needed advice, as always. Lots going on in my head to think about - I wish work would take care of itself for a month or two so I could put my effort where it wants to be.
Originally Posted By: Young at Heart
She has said that the rythm of my touch and the intensity of my touch changes in a way that she can feel.
That's exactly what I've heard. Myself, I tell her that I was fully with her, but she feels that I must be thinking about other women. She figures that if I've been doing it solo, then what was I imagnining while I did it? So if she isn't enough, I should move on. I've told her that I WANT to be with her, and feel the need to touch her. This isn't enough, she says. I wish I could see if this was one of her "tests" of me or some junk feelings from the past.
I feel like I need to walk up to the most beautiful babe, pull it out, and tell my W - see, nothing! I'm looking to be with you!
Of course, then I'd be in jail morally and physically, so I best not (:
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It sounds like your Retrouvaille weekend was a great experience for the two of you.
It was for me. For her, not so much. I thought at first she was doing well. Now, I'm less sure. The sexuality issue has been a real problem it seems, as she feels that I don't want to be with her physically. A kind of jealousy I guess.
