She moved everything out this weekend and we're discussing splitting up "our" stuff. I let her take anything that was hers before we moved in together. Caved in over the weekend and asked her to reconsider one more time. Gave her a hug and quick peck before I left to meet friends, but I told her that she was also walking out on our friendship (again). This is brutal. If she asked to come back right this minute I honestly don't know what I'd say, even though I asked her to. It's just so hard to throw away 12 years of my life.
Broken,
I know -- KNOW -- this is damned hard, but you only get one shot at these moments. This:
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Gave her a hug and quick peck before I left to meet friends
pretty much negates this:
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I told her that she was also walking out on our friendship (again).
Just like it is with them, it's not so much you SAY, it's what you DO!
