Weird, icky dreams last night! Something's going on in my subconscious!
In the first, I confronted OW in person. Told her what her selfishness cost D and I. I think this was in response to her reply when I sent her a note a week or so into this thing; she quoted the Wiccan "golden rule" which is apparently "do as you will but harm none." Apparently in her twisted little new age mind, she would do harm to xH if she dropped the relationship--I suppose no one else's well-being was a factor. She is a master of rationalization. Anyway, in the dream she got very angry with me, as did xH, who took off outside; I heard OW screaming, and ran outside to find xH in cardiac arrest in his car. At the end of the dream I was trying to resuscitate him as she continued screaming.
In the second dream, I ended up converting to the denomination xH converted to just before he left. It was unclear to me why I was doing that. But it didn't seem to have anything to do with xH, as he wasn't in the dream.
Both dreams left me feeling sad and. . . strange. I was very happy to wake up and realize my life was different from my dreams.
I haven't dreamed about this in a long, long time. So--analysis, anyone?
Last edited by hoosiermama; 03/15/1012:19 AM.
M60 H52 D20 M14 yrs OW-old gf from 1986 bomb-5/18/08 H filed for D-9/10/08 D final 4/24/09 xH remarried (not OW) 2012
